Vote for a dream! 2011-09-10
Vote for my friend!! Help her win the price of 30.000 to buy clothes with on Nelly.com and to be their stylist for one day!
When she reaches the top 100 a jury will decide 1th 2nd and 3rd place!!
Please spred the link to everyone you know! make her dream come true!!
When she reaches the top 100 a jury will decide 1th 2nd and 3rd place!!
Please spred the link to everyone you know! make her dream come true!!
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misty trees and buzzing bees.. 2011-09-04
Well Hilda left a week ago and since she is moving to another apartment/pentry/room in one month it has not been worthwhile to make a change of adress... No letters..well she's been sending me but I can not return them.
We have been Skyping since she left but there's always that feeling of a void... Yesterday we decided that I will come up and visit her at the end of October/beginning of November and we'll visit Gothenburg's Universeum!
Tomorrow I have no school so I'll sleep until I wake up and then I'll take the bus to Lund and meet up with Felix to go to the cinema, celebrating the occasion of our 13 months together!!I am thinking of asking my parents once again of repainting my room. my sisters room looks really fresh since she repainted the walls but my room has the same wallpaper that they decorated with when I was 7... 12 years ago!I am thinking green walls with a tree on the wall by the bed and then I'll have my friends ad orange/red-ish/brown handprints on the branches for leaves. and I'll but up polaroidphotos of us all on the wall as if they where the fruit of my tree. But I'd be happy just to have another color in my room!Well better get ready leaving for work in an hour!
We have been Skyping since she left but there's always that feeling of a void... Yesterday we decided that I will come up and visit her at the end of October/beginning of November and we'll visit Gothenburg's Universeum!
Tomorrow I have no school so I'll sleep until I wake up and then I'll take the bus to Lund and meet up with Felix to go to the cinema, celebrating the occasion of our 13 months together!!I am thinking of asking my parents once again of repainting my room. my sisters room looks really fresh since she repainted the walls but my room has the same wallpaper that they decorated with when I was 7... 12 years ago!I am thinking green walls with a tree on the wall by the bed and then I'll have my friends ad orange/red-ish/brown handprints on the branches for leaves. and I'll but up polaroidphotos of us all on the wall as if they where the fruit of my tree. But I'd be happy just to have another color in my room!Well better get ready leaving for work in an hour!
topsy turvy.. 2011-08-23
I forgot to tell you that my sister was asked to join the swedish national team in soccer for the 18year olds, she's 16.
I think that is pretty cool since the next step is the ladies national team!
So congratulations to my little sister!
She is playing her first game with the national team against Norway today!
I think that is pretty cool since the next step is the ladies national team!
So congratulations to my little sister!
She is playing her first game with the national team against Norway today!
Insta-coffee and water! 2011-08-23
Well I kinda' needed new stationery, so I asked my friends how the make regular copy paper look like they were a bit brown-ish and old.
I got some really good suggestions like:
- yellow food coloring and water
- Urin (which I knew but I did need to go and I don't want to send letters to my friend colored with my pee...)
- fire (but I am NOT too good with fire)
- I tried tea before I asked but it did not have too good of an effect.
But THEN Julius came and saved the day with coffee and water and that worked really well. But I didn't have any other coffee but instant coffee, but that worked! I even got some dots which looked like old marks on some of them! So now I am writing Olivia and Linnea in USA, Hilda in Borås (when she gets there) and Mathilda in spain!
I tried my new paper with green ink and it came out lovely!! Especially with the red and gold wax siel as icing on the cake!
Now I just need to buy stamps...when I am not so poor...
I got some really good suggestions like:
- yellow food coloring and water
- Urin (which I knew but I did need to go and I don't want to send letters to my friend colored with my pee...)
- fire (but I am NOT too good with fire)
- I tried tea before I asked but it did not have too good of an effect.
But THEN Julius came and saved the day with coffee and water and that worked really well. But I didn't have any other coffee but instant coffee, but that worked! I even got some dots which looked like old marks on some of them! So now I am writing Olivia and Linnea in USA, Hilda in Borås (when she gets there) and Mathilda in spain!
I tried my new paper with green ink and it came out lovely!! Especially with the red and gold wax siel as icing on the cake!
Now I just need to buy stamps...when I am not so poor...
poop...2011-08-22
Tiny bit upset since I looked at my upcoming financial income and, I can not afford to start practicing boxing again so I'll have to become disciplined and make it on my own, walk, jog and mother said she'd spar with me when she's got time so... Poop but I'll make it somehow and hopefully I'll have a job until next semester and I'll be able to start!
You've got mail, MiLady... 2011-08-22
Got a chance to use my quill set, which I bough in London. I wrote a letter to Hilda which I plan on giving to her before she leaves for Borås on Sunday. I am loving the wax siel!!
I am really going to miss her but we have promised to write and Skype a few times a week! I guess there will be more to tell now that we are not at the same places and see each other often. But it is still going to be empty, she's always there I mean she's the sticky thing in glue that kind of gets everyone together.
But we had a great night, watching disney films and playing sims 3.
So today I am working on the thingy my mother needs help with and later on tonight practice starts!
Oh I forgot, I also got introduktion dates for my classes. starting August 30th and sometime week 35-37!
Excited yet nervous...
I am really going to miss her but we have promised to write and Skype a few times a week! I guess there will be more to tell now that we are not at the same places and see each other often. But it is still going to be empty, she's always there I mean she's the sticky thing in glue that kind of gets everyone together.
But we had a great night, watching disney films and playing sims 3.
So today I am working on the thingy my mother needs help with and later on tonight practice starts!
Oh I forgot, I also got introduktion dates for my classes. starting August 30th and sometime week 35-37!
Excited yet nervous...
yikes! 2011-08-15
Wowtch almost a month since I last wrote anything...
Well not much to tell you either than - my bean has found it's way up to the ceiling, thinking about putting up som hooks for it to kling to! Otherwise it will have no place to go!
- Celebrated our one year anniversary ♥♥♥
-Got my macbook! Yay thanks to my lovely boyfriend who helped me out!!
Got a serious cold from Hilda last Friday but it has seemed to eased and I can breath through my nose again!
F helped me put "The Enamoured Owl" on my macbook (which I have named Alfons Keso Leopold, in english Alfons cottage cheese Leopold).
well of to bed, got work to do tomorrow!
I must say the loving kiss I got though me being ill, kind of made my day!! ♥
Sweet Dreams...
Well not much to tell you either than - my bean has found it's way up to the ceiling, thinking about putting up som hooks for it to kling to! Otherwise it will have no place to go!
- Celebrated our one year anniversary ♥♥♥
-Got my macbook! Yay thanks to my lovely boyfriend who helped me out!!
Got a serious cold from Hilda last Friday but it has seemed to eased and I can breath through my nose again!
F helped me put "The Enamoured Owl" on my macbook (which I have named Alfons Keso Leopold, in english Alfons cottage cheese Leopold).
well of to bed, got work to do tomorrow!
I must say the loving kiss I got though me being ill, kind of made my day!! ♥
Sweet Dreams...
Too young to be a mother...? 2011-07-17
Bought this cute dress today, it took me until the cashier asked her co-worker about the discount that I realised someone had hung a pregnancy dress in the wrong department. But it was cute so I bought it despite not being pregnant.
I could sense that the cashier was not to happy about selling me the dress, seemed to me she thought I was a tad too young to be a mother but since it's not her business to question me I did not bother to tell her I bought it for another reason ^^
My windowsill is now a jungle of plants, I have tomato plant rising towards the sky (3 cm from the ground at least), two bright sunflowers, marrow peas rising out of the old pickles jar and my darling bean almost 1.80 meters at the moment!
Hilda gets home tomorrow and she said that maybe we could barbecue or something, I hope so, I am getting more restless each day. But I have decided to get up early every mornings, as in 06.00 am, from now on and pull my self out of bed to work out at least for forty minutes.
Also even if I have the money I will not get to purchase the MacBook unless I have lost 4-5 kg!
I could sense that the cashier was not to happy about selling me the dress, seemed to me she thought I was a tad too young to be a mother but since it's not her business to question me I did not bother to tell her I bought it for another reason ^^
My windowsill is now a jungle of plants, I have tomato plant rising towards the sky (3 cm from the ground at least), two bright sunflowers, marrow peas rising out of the old pickles jar and my darling bean almost 1.80 meters at the moment!
Hilda gets home tomorrow and she said that maybe we could barbecue or something, I hope so, I am getting more restless each day. But I have decided to get up early every mornings, as in 06.00 am, from now on and pull my self out of bed to work out at least for forty minutes.
Also even if I have the money I will not get to purchase the MacBook unless I have lost 4-5 kg!
Lovely news! 2011-07-12
well when i got to Johan today I counted the hours I had spent babysitting. Apparently a couple more than I thought. SO the status on the remaining money for my computer is : 3574 sek!!
and the greatest boyfriend in the world ordered <---- this to have on the top of the computer! I LOVE IT!!!!
I am so excited I think I am going to burst! An terrified of tomorrow, work trial and I am really scared I'll screw things up!
and the greatest boyfriend in the world ordered <---- this to have on the top of the computer! I LOVE IT!!!!
I am so excited I think I am going to burst! An terrified of tomorrow, work trial and I am really scared I'll screw things up!
work, work, work... 2011-07-11
It's has been a while since I wrote. I guess I have not been in the mood for it.
To sum up the resent events: Graduation was great, so much fun and I got the most beautiful red bike.
Our family-trip to England was brilliant. It was even better than I thought it would be and the best graduation gift I possibly could imagine.
I have been planting tomato seeds and marrow peas and though it is not the right season they have been fighting their way up through the earth.
I have become a babysitter now to at least have some pocket money throughout the summer. But I have a work trial at a local restaurant this Wednesday and hopefully I get the job and I can finally afford buying a MacBook!
At the moment I need 4344 sek but tomorrow I might be down to 4079! The great fight against time. In October my student discount card expires and I would like to buy it in time for my courses this fall.
To sum up the resent events: Graduation was great, so much fun and I got the most beautiful red bike.
Our family-trip to England was brilliant. It was even better than I thought it would be and the best graduation gift I possibly could imagine.
I have been planting tomato seeds and marrow peas and though it is not the right season they have been fighting their way up through the earth.
I have become a babysitter now to at least have some pocket money throughout the summer. But I have a work trial at a local restaurant this Wednesday and hopefully I get the job and I can finally afford buying a MacBook!
At the moment I need 4344 sek but tomorrow I might be down to 4079! The great fight against time. In October my student discount card expires and I would like to buy it in time for my courses this fall.
Guessing clouds 2011-06-05
Today is the perfect day for guessing clouds but I will have other things to do. Four days left until graduation day and so I have to clean the house and garden.
My family just left for an three hour drive to Gothenburg to see my sister play. I plan on clear weed in the garden and make it look Pretty again!
Tonight Felix is coming over to celebrate our 10 months together! I still ahve a hard time understanding why he chose me but I am certainly not complaining!
My family just left for an three hour drive to Gothenburg to see my sister play. I plan on clear weed in the garden and make it look Pretty again!
Tonight Felix is coming over to celebrate our 10 months together! I still ahve a hard time understanding why he chose me but I am certainly not complaining!
To infinity and beyond...and then back again! 2011-06-04/05
Friday (Yesterday) - went to Vanessa's Birthday Party and had a great time with my very own gentleman. Had nothing on except for panties, a bra and a shirt...Anything for V!
Saturday (today) - Woke up feeling F breathing against my neck and holding me close to him. Then we lay in bed all day without giving the clock even a glance, and whoops the time went 05.30 p.m! after dinner we crashed into the hammock and started guessing clouds and watching the airplanes fly to the moon but something told us they didn't rate... perhaps it was the direction of Spain...Later on we had candy potluck with my family and watched "My best friend's girlfriend"!
Sunday (apparently also today at this moment) - I have now been with Felix for 10 months and I can not imagine a life without him! I was in a terrible state just a couple of minutes ago and he said ONE sentence that changed the whole thing into something I would rather like and made this terrible feeling go away like "pooff"! And I am now more certain of me living the rest of my goofy life with him than I have ever been!
There is no "furthermore" tonight so sweet dreams to you and good night! ♥
Saturday (today) - Woke up feeling F breathing against my neck and holding me close to him. Then we lay in bed all day without giving the clock even a glance, and whoops the time went 05.30 p.m! after dinner we crashed into the hammock and started guessing clouds and watching the airplanes fly to the moon but something told us they didn't rate... perhaps it was the direction of Spain...Later on we had candy potluck with my family and watched "My best friend's girlfriend"!
Sunday (apparently also today at this moment) - I have now been with Felix for 10 months and I can not imagine a life without him! I was in a terrible state just a couple of minutes ago and he said ONE sentence that changed the whole thing into something I would rather like and made this terrible feeling go away like "pooff"! And I am now more certain of me living the rest of my goofy life with him than I have ever been!
There is no "furthermore" tonight so sweet dreams to you and good night! ♥
Love at first sight, second, third..sold! 2011-06-02
If it not too much to ask..may I dream of you?
If it is not a great burden..may I stay with you?
If it is not too selfish..may I keep the memory?
of a lingering kiss..may I?
If you so desire..may I steal your heart?
If you dare to let me...may I love you?
If it is not too bold..may I hold you close?
until night falls like a cover over me..
If you wont mind it..may I kiss you?
If you could bare the thought..may I hold your hand?
If you truly mean what you say..may I believe in love?
May I believe I am loved?
If it is not a great burden..may I stay with you?
If it is not too selfish..may I keep the memory?
of a lingering kiss..may I?
If you so desire..may I steal your heart?
If you dare to let me...may I love you?
If it is not too bold..may I hold you close?
until night falls like a cover over me..
If you wont mind it..may I kiss you?
If you could bare the thought..may I hold your hand?
If you truly mean what you say..may I believe in love?
May I believe I am loved?
Strange and rainy nights! 2011-06-01
I lay and dozed off for ten minutes before I woke up quite suddenly.. Nothing major, perhaps I felt alone..
These few days I have not been feeling alone or "missed" anyone. But I have learned I feel safe and warm when I feel your breath against my neck. Although it felt quite good being alone in the rain, I went out and grabbed some air around 00.35 am and the temperature was gentle and just right! I can not wait until I move away from home, although I most certainly will miss living with my family!
Anyhow, to tire myself out I'm watching BigBrother and Narnia. Sadly I only find the latter amusing..
Tomorrow, or to be precise, later today, I believe will be a great day! I am from now on free from school until graduation day! And today/tomorrow will be birthdaygifthuntingtime with Erik and Felix!
This Friday I am sure I will have great fun. Vanessa's Victoria Secret inspired 18Th birthday party will be great and I can not believe I am going to a club (hired for the party alone but still) in only underwear and a large shirt!
Still except for my insomnia I am quite satisfied with my life at the moment and me waking up is not something I interpreted in a negative way, it simply means that I know with whom and where I belong and I can manage a week or two on my own, even though spooning isn't that bad either (haha)! ♥
These few days I have not been feeling alone or "missed" anyone. But I have learned I feel safe and warm when I feel your breath against my neck. Although it felt quite good being alone in the rain, I went out and grabbed some air around 00.35 am and the temperature was gentle and just right! I can not wait until I move away from home, although I most certainly will miss living with my family!
Anyhow, to tire myself out I'm watching BigBrother and Narnia. Sadly I only find the latter amusing..
Tomorrow, or to be precise, later today, I believe will be a great day! I am from now on free from school until graduation day! And today/tomorrow will be birthdaygifthuntingtime with Erik and Felix!
This Friday I am sure I will have great fun. Vanessa's Victoria Secret inspired 18Th birthday party will be great and I can not believe I am going to a club (hired for the party alone but still) in only underwear and a large shirt!
Still except for my insomnia I am quite satisfied with my life at the moment and me waking up is not something I interpreted in a negative way, it simply means that I know with whom and where I belong and I can manage a week or two on my own, even though spooning isn't that bad either (haha)! ♥
pretty please.. 2011-05-25
When I move from home and I have a job and enough money, I'll buy like three covers to make my bed fluffy like a cloud.
I don't think it is fair that she <---- gets to sleep in a cloud and I don't, I REAAAAAALLY nee a cloud to sleep on at the moment!
But at least no more homework. I have to practice for our gospelconcert this monday but otherwise no more school!
half of my courses are finished and the rest finishes later this week. one week of one or two classes then I am free until 9th of June, when I graduate.
The 10th I am off too England with my family, sadly missing F's graduation but I'll buy him a present from UK.
I don't think it is fair that she <---- gets to sleep in a cloud and I don't, I REAAAAAALLY nee a cloud to sleep on at the moment!
But at least no more homework. I have to practice for our gospelconcert this monday but otherwise no more school!
half of my courses are finished and the rest finishes later this week. one week of one or two classes then I am free until 9th of June, when I graduate.
The 10th I am off too England with my family, sadly missing F's graduation but I'll buy him a present from UK.
a womans place in the kitchen... 2011-05-21
may be catastrophic BUT let me ask you one thing, what does an electric mixer, muscovado sugar , sirap and cookie dough have in common?
muscovado sugar smells like poo...
the correct answer is cupcakes with orange glaze and Devil's Food chocolate cake! (though, the only thing in the pictures used in the making of the cupcakes would be the electrical mixer). Next week I will try to make Devil's food chocolate cake into portions instead of one big cake! (one quick tip: if the Devil's cake's glaze remains loose, ad some potato flour because it doesn't taste like regular flour and simply thickens the glaze).
picture of Devil's cake will be up tomorrow!
OK no picture.... we ate it before i got to it..
...And the livin' is easy! 2011-04-19
Gaah it has been the greatest weather for two days straight and I have had the best time this weekend. F stayed at my places almost Friday - Monday, I mean he went home to do some stuff like driving with his mum.
And yesterday when he went home, B came over and we cycled out to the scout hut that lies in the woods near our place and we sat on the bridge and watched the lake, laughed and ate our picnic for hours!
Later on we went in to town and B took the bus home and I went on to mothers work to ride with her to the place where we were supposed to meet up with my dad's cousins for some gathering. Quite nice actually since I spent the evening gathering chestnuts with James and Luke who are my second cousins.
As soon as I got home I packed my bag and cycled to F and spent the night and here I am trying to come to life in F's bed. And I am glad that the weather is lovely because I am cycling all the way to my grandmothers house in Bara and that's, according to the info on www.eniro.com, 12 km.
P.s. have you seen my blooming window!!
And check out the pictures I took yesterday with B, perhaps not the best quality but that is what you get when you use the camera on your cellphone.
And yesterday when he went home, B came over and we cycled out to the scout hut that lies in the woods near our place and we sat on the bridge and watched the lake, laughed and ate our picnic for hours!
Later on we went in to town and B took the bus home and I went on to mothers work to ride with her to the place where we were supposed to meet up with my dad's cousins for some gathering. Quite nice actually since I spent the evening gathering chestnuts with James and Luke who are my second cousins.
As soon as I got home I packed my bag and cycled to F and spent the night and here I am trying to come to life in F's bed. And I am glad that the weather is lovely because I am cycling all the way to my grandmothers house in Bara and that's, according to the info on www.eniro.com, 12 km.
P.s. have you seen my blooming window!!
And check out the pictures I took yesterday with B, perhaps not the best quality but that is what you get when you use the camera on your cellphone.
A marvellous weekend!
I have spent 2 wonderful days and a great mornin' at F's house!
And I really did not want to leave this morning for rehearsal but all good things has to come to an end for new things to happen.
Yesterday the weather got better and we spent the day on Felix's balcony and later he took me out for dinner at the chines restaurant! He's so sweet! and some where in between he promised me a fluffy dog, PS3 - little big planet and a new computer!! well I will not make him keep that promise.
At the moment I am trying to download a game to my computer (demo version) and then jut take it easy and try to transpose some chords and have them sent to Fridhem fhs before April 7th..
And I really did not want to leave this morning for rehearsal but all good things has to come to an end for new things to happen.
Yesterday the weather got better and we spent the day on Felix's balcony and later he took me out for dinner at the chines restaurant! He's so sweet! and some where in between he promised me a fluffy dog, PS3 - little big planet and a new computer!! well I will not make him keep that promise.
At the moment I am trying to download a game to my computer (demo version) and then jut take it easy and try to transpose some chords and have them sent to Fridhem fhs before April 7th..
Goooood Mooooornin' 2011-04-02
Just woke up at Felix house and it is now 11.42 am.. I really need to pee but I am too tired to go up and leave the bed!
Felix must have the most magnificent view from his window than anyone in whole of Svedala, it's like looking out over a sea of rooftops and they all look like they do in old films with the diamond shaped roof pans, greenish copper details, the antennas looking like they have one too many sticks sticking out! And of course the birds floating in the air from chimney to chimney!
It's not as bright as it where yesterday, actually it's rather grey, and I'm not sure if I am as exited about playing outside as I was before we rolled up the curtain but we'll see!
Today it is Saturday which means CANDY! I just hope I have money to buy it!
Well I really have to go to the bathroom now. Toodles!
Felix must have the most magnificent view from his window than anyone in whole of Svedala, it's like looking out over a sea of rooftops and they all look like they do in old films with the diamond shaped roof pans, greenish copper details, the antennas looking like they have one too many sticks sticking out! And of course the birds floating in the air from chimney to chimney!
It's not as bright as it where yesterday, actually it's rather grey, and I'm not sure if I am as exited about playing outside as I was before we rolled up the curtain but we'll see!
Today it is Saturday which means CANDY! I just hope I have money to buy it!
Well I really have to go to the bathroom now. Toodles!
Blaaaaaahlalallalallalalalaaaaaaaa! 2011-03-30
I am having a tired day!¨
Well yesterday was not too great and for a reason I will not publish I felt down and to cheer myself up I bought a dress! Absolutely GORGEOUS!
Today I am going to buy a pare of bright green sneakers! Tomorrow I am going to meet Felix! Well I have to go, history class calls.
Well yesterday was not too great and for a reason I will not publish I felt down and to cheer myself up I bought a dress! Absolutely GORGEOUS!
Today I am going to buy a pare of bright green sneakers! Tomorrow I am going to meet Felix! Well I have to go, history class calls.
If I won a million... 2011-03-30
This gorgeous baby is 'bout to become mine! I am talking about the ONEPIECE and not the guy wearing it!!
The owl on the back is my current gymnasiums logo! It seems soooo cosy! and it's 1000 sek cheaper than it usually is if I do not buy it through my school.
That is if I have money ^^ I have to buy new shoes first and maybe if I manage to make some money before it's too late to buy it!
So today I have one more lesson but first an hour free period and then I have an appointment before going to Eriksfältskyrkan to have a gig with my project group.
Tomorrow I have project-rehearsal with Sanela's project since I am going to perform on her charity concert.
The owl on the back is my current gymnasiums logo! It seems soooo cosy! and it's 1000 sek cheaper than it usually is if I do not buy it through my school.
That is if I have money ^^ I have to buy new shoes first and maybe if I manage to make some money before it's too late to buy it!
So today I have one more lesson but first an hour free period and then I have an appointment before going to Eriksfältskyrkan to have a gig with my project group.
Tomorrow I have project-rehearsal with Sanela's project since I am going to perform on her charity concert.
Monday... 2011-03-28
I would like to go home and sleep through the week but I WILL NOT!
I just printed my swedish presentation on the renaissance and submitted my work knowledge presentation.
left to do this week
- Singing lesson
- Piano lesson
- Test in history tomorrow
- English writing task
- some film + writing for religion
- Philosophy....
Probably some more but I simply can not manage to keep everything in my head...
I just printed my swedish presentation on the renaissance and submitted my work knowledge presentation.
left to do this week
- Singing lesson
- Piano lesson
- Test in history tomorrow
- English writing task
- some film + writing for religion
- Philosophy....
Probably some more but I simply can not manage to keep everything in my head...
... 2011-03-24
Just as I was about to go to the store to buy strawberries I remembered I had left my wallet at home, GREAT!
So no strawberries today but I'll buy some tomorrow instead. Got to feed my love with something else but chips, mostly since I can not eat it myself...
Now I am actually going to finish up cleaning my room and then do either Romanian first or Swedish...
P.s. I know he's gorgeous but he's ALL MINE!!
I love you, tough I am not to fond of the side of you that keeps pictures that I loathe more than anything!
So no strawberries today but I'll buy some tomorrow instead. Got to feed my love with something else but chips, mostly since I can not eat it myself...
Now I am actually going to finish up cleaning my room and then do either Romanian first or Swedish...
P.s. I know he's gorgeous but he's ALL MINE!!
I love you, tough I am not to fond of the side of you that keeps pictures that I loathe more than anything!
History! 2011-03-24
For once I do not have to write down every word my teacher says since he's going through everything we have already written for the test on Tuesday, so I'm just enjoying the storytelling silence.
Think I'll buy some strawberries on my way home and if F is not busy I'll drop by him and give him some of them! I do
I have not eaten candy on weekdays for two weeks now and I have started a rule only to eat candy one day a week which is Saturday but is allowed to be replaced with either Friday or Sunday!
And the best part is that I do not feel this crazy craving for it any more, some days anyway!
But I some times fall into a state of mind where I live on fruits and berries, and then I feel good dudududdududu! like I knew that I should know, oohhhh... hmm sorry...
Anyhow I finished my philosophy so I am not worried about that but I do feel worried about my gospel audition. I feel like I'll fail since my PedNet didn't work so I could not open the mp3 file and listen to the different solos. BUT I will have to do my best and go with the flow and then it will all be over and if my teacher chooses me then I guess I did something good enough and if I am not chosen I'll have to do better next time!
25 minutes left of storytelling and then I am off to brighten my philosophy class' day! And hopefully my gospel teacher's and my boyfriend's day as well!
Think I'll buy some strawberries on my way home and if F is not busy I'll drop by him and give him some of them! I do
I have not eaten candy on weekdays for two weeks now and I have started a rule only to eat candy one day a week which is Saturday but is allowed to be replaced with either Friday or Sunday!
And the best part is that I do not feel this crazy craving for it any more, some days anyway!
But I some times fall into a state of mind where I live on fruits and berries, and then I feel good dudududdududu! like I knew that I should know, oohhhh... hmm sorry...
Anyhow I finished my philosophy so I am not worried about that but I do feel worried about my gospel audition. I feel like I'll fail since my PedNet didn't work so I could not open the mp3 file and listen to the different solos. BUT I will have to do my best and go with the flow and then it will all be over and if my teacher chooses me then I guess I did something good enough and if I am not chosen I'll have to do better next time!
25 minutes left of storytelling and then I am off to brighten my philosophy class' day! And hopefully my gospel teacher's and my boyfriend's day as well!
Almost finished!! 2011-03-24
DONE, with my homework for the week, except for Swedish which I will yield study this evening and also this weekend since it is due on Monday.
Yesterday I helped out mother on a social event they had with my sisters footballs club which is also my mothers workplace. It went well I was in charge of the drawing-corner in which small children were able to draw something inspired by soccer and join the contest so for 3 hours I drew pictures and one of the girls that were doing face painting painted flowers in my face! At one point I went bowling with my sister and two cousins but they went in line for waffles after three turns so I had to play the rest of the set all by myself... Not fun... Well well I had a good time anyway, a bit tired and a tad worn out perhaps.
Just wrote more than 1 A4 philosophy for my presentation of Jean Paul Sartre and existentialism. But that's not something I have to submit since it's an oral presentation so I will also reflect on my own thoughts about J.P Sartre's way of thinking. And after that I will have my solo-audition for gospel choir.
OH and also got my PIN to verify my account on https://www.studera.nu/, and as soon as I have done that I can apply for my language courses, Romanian and Icelandic on Lunds Universitet! Yay ME!! (bugger just remembered history test on Tuesday...)
Yesterday I helped out mother on a social event they had with my sisters footballs club which is also my mothers workplace. It went well I was in charge of the drawing-corner in which small children were able to draw something inspired by soccer and join the contest so for 3 hours I drew pictures and one of the girls that were doing face painting painted flowers in my face! At one point I went bowling with my sister and two cousins but they went in line for waffles after three turns so I had to play the rest of the set all by myself... Not fun... Well well I had a good time anyway, a bit tired and a tad worn out perhaps.
Just wrote more than 1 A4 philosophy for my presentation of Jean Paul Sartre and existentialism. But that's not something I have to submit since it's an oral presentation so I will also reflect on my own thoughts about J.P Sartre's way of thinking. And after that I will have my solo-audition for gospel choir.
OH and also got my PIN to verify my account on https://www.studera.nu/, and as soon as I have done that I can apply for my language courses, Romanian and Icelandic on Lunds Universitet! Yay ME!! (bugger just remembered history test on Tuesday...)
Good night! 2011-03-21
After a day of hard work, I am finally going to turn everything but skype and a film off!
- Study Romanian
- Doctors appointment
- Changed Dentist appointment
- Pharmacy
- "healthy" candy!
- Study Romanian
- BED, and speak to my drop dead gorgeous boyfriend!!!
Good night and sweet dreams!
- Study Romanian
- Doctors appointment
- Changed Dentist appointment
- Pharmacy
- "healthy" candy!
- Study Romanian
- BED, and speak to my drop dead gorgeous boyfriend!!!
Good night and sweet dreams!
Study day! 2011-03-21
Good morning! Woke up 1,5 hours ago, I had a hard time falling asleep yesterday, it was really weird actually. But eventually I fell asleep at 04.40 am, SAD but true.
I decided to cut down on my FB time, because I am tired of letting it rule my life, I guess if people want to do something fun then they will have to call me..
By the way have you seen my beautiful sunflowers!? They are growing taller each day!
3.30 pm I am going to Svedala Health Centre to check my eyelids, they are not feeling well so to speak. And after that I'm off to the gym!
I decided to cut down on my FB time, because I am tired of letting it rule my life, I guess if people want to do something fun then they will have to call me..
By the way have you seen my beautiful sunflowers!? They are growing taller each day!
3.30 pm I am going to Svedala Health Centre to check my eyelids, they are not feeling well so to speak. And after that I'm off to the gym!
Blach! 2011-03-11
Went to school to have my work knowledge test and when I came home I put all the food into our knew refrigerator.
It just started raining cats & dogs and....snow..
Today I'll try to do as much as I can on my school projects in work knowledge, muhi/kuhi, swedish and CAE!
<--- Have you seen my sunflowers?
I really hope spring's coming soon, I am tired of snow, rain is OK but I want to feel a step closer to the warmth of summer.
I was thinking of going to the woods tomorrow and the Maja with me, but that depends on the weather... No F this week since he's got a lot to do, and I don't want him to get stressed out about school. But I'll meet up with Hilda tomorrow night if I feel better!
It just started raining cats & dogs and....snow..
Today I'll try to do as much as I can on my school projects in work knowledge, muhi/kuhi, swedish and CAE!
<--- Have you seen my sunflowers?
I really hope spring's coming soon, I am tired of snow, rain is OK but I want to feel a step closer to the warmth of summer.
I was thinking of going to the woods tomorrow and the Maja with me, but that depends on the weather... No F this week since he's got a lot to do, and I don't want him to get stressed out about school. But I'll meet up with Hilda tomorrow night if I feel better!
GOSH!
Well, I am still obsessed with owls, I love them!!
And look at this! I just found it on one of my favourite fashion-page!http://www.modcloth.com/Womens/Accessories/Bracelets+Watches/-For-Owl-Time-Pocket-Watch-Necklace
The most depressing is, well more sad than depressing but still.. is that it's shipped from the UK which means EXPENSIVE delivery, I think, at least it is on all the dresses I want from the page, I have 107 "love-items"
And look at this! I just found it on one of my favourite fashion-page!http://www.modcloth.com/Womens/Accessories/Bracelets+Watches/-For-Owl-Time-Pocket-Watch-Necklace
The most depressing is, well more sad than depressing but still.. is that it's shipped from the UK which means EXPENSIVE delivery, I think, at least it is on all the dresses I want from the page, I have 107 "love-items"
Wonderful!! 2011-03-10
Well since I did not feel better today, I talked to my philosophy teacher and she said that I could do my test another day since I was ill.
I miss school actually I don't like being at home for to long without any company. And today my sister's sleeping at her boyfriends house, which sound cosy, but since I am ill, no hugging F at least for another 24 hours! Too bad but that is just the way it is at the moment.
As you can see my sunflowers are growing fast! Today I actually had to glue toothpicks together to hold them up! I am really excited and perhaps I'll have to re-plant them in another pot soon! I can not wait to see them all grown up!
I think if I remember it tomorrow I'll go buy like 4 new cans!
A couple of days ago our freezer broke so today some guys are coming over to help my Father to install both a new freezer and refrigerator!
Now I am going to heat up the wheat pillow and make some tea, I hope it will ease the pain in my tummy!
I miss school actually I don't like being at home for to long without any company. And today my sister's sleeping at her boyfriends house, which sound cosy, but since I am ill, no hugging F at least for another 24 hours! Too bad but that is just the way it is at the moment.
As you can see my sunflowers are growing fast! Today I actually had to glue toothpicks together to hold them up! I am really excited and perhaps I'll have to re-plant them in another pot soon! I can not wait to see them all grown up!
I think if I remember it tomorrow I'll go buy like 4 new cans!
A couple of days ago our freezer broke so today some guys are coming over to help my Father to install both a new freezer and refrigerator!
Now I am going to heat up the wheat pillow and make some tea, I hope it will ease the pain in my tummy!
THEY'RE ALIIIIIIIIVE! 2011-03-08
I felt worse than I did yesterday, so I stayed home from school today.
But my darling sunflowers are as healthy as ever and are today almost twice as big!! hard to tell since they are a bit bent after reaching for the sunlight all day!
I'll try to go to school tomorrow and depending on how well I feel I'll buy some more plants and have an easy workout on the gym.
When I get home I'll read through the philosophy for Thursdays test and some working knowledge for Friday!
But my darling sunflowers are as healthy as ever and are today almost twice as big!! hard to tell since they are a bit bent after reaching for the sunlight all day!
I'll try to go to school tomorrow and depending on how well I feel I'll buy some more plants and have an easy workout on the gym.
When I get home I'll read through the philosophy for Thursdays test and some working knowledge for Friday!
Look at them go! ♥ 2011-03-07
Well I am not feeling to good today but my babies keep growing! ♥
5th and 6th of March!
Well yesterday me and F have been together for 7 months!
So we made cinnamon buns and half past four we went to the forest and took some pictures before going to his place.
I spent the night at F's and 11 am I went to sound check at Emelie's concert and we had so much fun doing the concert and actually made 4053 sek. for the benefit of the Breast cancer fund!
When I got home, in my delight, I found that my sunflowers has been doing well and are growing stronger each day!
Since I have no homework for tomorrow I will take the day off and just enjoy the feeling of being a part of today's concert and maybe watch a film with my sister when she gets home!
Good night and sweet dreams!
So we made cinnamon buns and half past four we went to the forest and took some pictures before going to his place.
I spent the night at F's and 11 am I went to sound check at Emelie's concert and we had so much fun doing the concert and actually made 4053 sek. for the benefit of the Breast cancer fund!
When I got home, in my delight, I found that my sunflowers has been doing well and are growing stronger each day!
Since I have no homework for tomorrow I will take the day off and just enjoy the feeling of being a part of today's concert and maybe watch a film with my sister when she gets home!
Good night and sweet dreams!
Sweet dreams! 2011-03-01 00.10 am
It has been a good first day at school, and after school as well!
When I came home I decided to search for a job, I mean I have to otherwise I can not afford to continue my studies.
And I have 3 places to write and 19 places to call (I have a few more to call but I'll wait until I have gotten the first 19 in place)
First lesson at 09.00 am tomorrow so I'd better get to bed, up at eight o'clock!
I bid you a good night and sweet dreams!
P.s. The first text I got today said "I love you" and it made my day!
And I love him too! + sorry for the darkish picture I haven't the best light in my room but I can assure you they are gorgeous!
When I came home I decided to search for a job, I mean I have to otherwise I can not afford to continue my studies.
And I have 3 places to write and 19 places to call (I have a few more to call but I'll wait until I have gotten the first 19 in place)
First lesson at 09.00 am tomorrow so I'd better get to bed, up at eight o'clock!
I bid you a good night and sweet dreams!
P.s. The first text I got today said "I love you" and it made my day!
And I love him too! + sorry for the darkish picture I haven't the best light in my room but I can assure you they are gorgeous!
shopping! 2011-02-28
As I said earlier I met up with Vanessa and Hilda after school, found an awesome present for F and told him he could choose to have it for our 1 year anniversary or on Saturday, luckily he chose Saturday, it's way to not nice enough for someone who's put up with me for ONE WHOLE YEAR! But I bought something funny as well.. well I can very well show you what I bought F until Saturday but I'll show you the funny small one I bought myself!
I bought sunflowers on can! I really hope they'll grow strong next to my big vase of sunflowers which ar outside the picture to the right! the pitures to the right are from when I spent the night at F's!
A good start! 2011-02-28
First day of school, final day of the shortest month!
Ensemble went well, better than I hoped, went to the library during the swedish lesson to work on my essay about the renaissance with deepening off Shakespeare's "A midsummer nights dream".
In 13 min I'll rehears with Angelica and Caroline before choir.
After school I'll meet up with Vanessa and Hilda to find a good book and a present and maybe have coffee...or tea in my case!
Ensemble went well, better than I hoped, went to the library during the swedish lesson to work on my essay about the renaissance with deepening off Shakespeare's "A midsummer nights dream".
In 13 min I'll rehears with Angelica and Caroline before choir.
After school I'll meet up with Vanessa and Hilda to find a good book and a present and maybe have coffee...or tea in my case!
Last day of winter break! 2011-02-27
Spent the night at Felix's and couldn't sleep so I watched "Big Fish" until 04.05 am and then I lay restless for 30 minutes or so, woke up at ten since I had rehearsal with Angelica but only for one hour, then I joined my mother and sister on a shopping tour which ended up with me getting sunflowers!!! Which I happen to love!
Feels weird to sleep without F, like that is not the right way to sleep but I'll manage until Friday!
As you can see down below I had not too many things to do this final glorious day of winter break so I cut my bangs and had fun with the cam.. The first picture to the left is the before-picture!!
Good night and sweet dreams!
Feels weird to sleep without F, like that is not the right way to sleep but I'll manage until Friday!
As you can see down below I had not too many things to do this final glorious day of winter break so I cut my bangs and had fun with the cam.. The first picture to the left is the before-picture!!
Good night and sweet dreams!
My cup of tea 2011-02-21
Today I went to the dentist to have one of my final checks before my free dental care runs out! All went well and I got a new date in April to get help to remove a yellow spot on my tooth, I've had since I was about one year old! Before I went home I went and bought some stamps and posted a few letters. When I got home I took Maja for a walk before cleaning my room, she's been acting strange, I do hope she's not ill!
Some where around three o'clock Hilda came over and we baked and drank tea, I had so much fun today!
Tomorrow Liwi is coming over and she's staying the night! Well that's about it!
Some where around three o'clock Hilda came over and we baked and drank tea, I had so much fun today!
Tomorrow Liwi is coming over and she's staying the night! Well that's about it!
Mornin' 2011-02-18
Good Morning, just woke up, went for a walk with Maja and went out and fetched the mail. Ate lunch and now I am waiting for Felix.
Don't forget to check "Live! " for updates. ♥
Don't forget to check "Live! " for updates. ♥
Winter break! 2011-02-17
12.10-13.10 History lesson and that is final! Winter break here I come!!
I have one and a half hour left in school this week when I am writing this! Then Friday + one whole week off and NO SCHOOL!
Just got a text from F, simply a "hi" but simple things like that makes my day ^^
Not sure of what I am going to do when I get home but I think I'll watch a film, take a walk with my dog a short one otherwise she'll lift off with the harsh wind ^^
SLEEP! is a major activity on my schedule! Hmmm haven't got much more to say at the moment, maybe I'll pop in later!
I have one and a half hour left in school this week when I am writing this! Then Friday + one whole week off and NO SCHOOL!
Just got a text from F, simply a "hi" but simple things like that makes my day ^^
Not sure of what I am going to do when I get home but I think I'll watch a film, take a walk with my dog a short one otherwise she'll lift off with the harsh wind ^^
SLEEP! is a major activity on my schedule! Hmmm haven't got much more to say at the moment, maybe I'll pop in later!
♥ 2011-02-16
Well last sunday I bought a package of heart-shaped elastic bands and a colourful heart-shaped pin, 30 sek each and the money goes to "Hjärt & lungfonden" and today I sent a text-message to the same foundation. If you want to do the same thing here's the info: write "BARNHJARTA 1577 (your name)" in a text-message and then send it to 72901. or check out the website for more information: http://www.hjart-lungfonden.se/kampanj-barnhjartan-2011/?heartid=1577 ♥♥
the elastic bands and the pin can be found in a regular book store or clothing store!
Give another heart a chance to beat ♥
P.s. I've started a new page on this blog, called LIVE! ♥ , were I'll update with things like this one in a while, together we can make a difference!
the elastic bands and the pin can be found in a regular book store or clothing store!
Lucas, 11Th B-dayparty 2011-02-12
So my cousin Lucas' birthday isn't today but like a week ago or so but we had his party today, since he already knew what he was going to get for present it wasn't to exciting.
After "breakfast" we went out and took some pictures and didn't do much of importance..
Went in and ate "marängsviss" and know I'm uploading the pictures from earlier and later we're going to eat dinner before watching the Swedish song-contest....
Lucas is the one to the left in the picture, the boy to the right is Hampus who is Lucas older brother (to be 13 years)..
After "breakfast" we went out and took some pictures and didn't do much of importance..
Went in and ate "marängsviss" and know I'm uploading the pictures from earlier and later we're going to eat dinner before watching the Swedish song-contest....
Lucas is the one to the left in the picture, the boy to the right is Hampus who is Lucas older brother (to be 13 years)..
Tralalallalallallaaaaaaaaa! 2011-02-10
Hmmm, reading cosmopolitan and each time I get surprised over the people who actually read it!
There is nothing interesting.. Wear these clothes, eat this, have sex there/like this... GOSH how about something that actually doesn't make every girl feel bad about herself?
I mean everything is worthless junk like make up, clothes and boys... I'm not saying it's always worthless but I don't need a bag for 1599 kr, I have a wonderful boyfriend and don't need to hear how many percent of Swedish women think I should do this or that! "Be unique but not like this!"
I don't want ONE top worth 1698 kr in size 0!!
Otherwise I guess my day went well, it just started to rain a bit, and I have missed it so much! And tomorrow's FRIDAY!, I ahve two lessons and then me and F is off to the scout cabin to take some pictures and it's MUCH better than watching films until it becomes to dark to do anything else but keep watching!
On Saturday F is coming with me to my cousin's party, he just turned 11. So that'll hopefully be fun!
Well better get on with my reading have to finish my book before Sunday, seminar on Monday's Swedish-lesson, or maybe watch a couple of bleach-episodes?
either way, I'll write later!
There is nothing interesting.. Wear these clothes, eat this, have sex there/like this... GOSH how about something that actually doesn't make every girl feel bad about herself?
I mean everything is worthless junk like make up, clothes and boys... I'm not saying it's always worthless but I don't need a bag for 1599 kr, I have a wonderful boyfriend and don't need to hear how many percent of Swedish women think I should do this or that! "Be unique but not like this!"
I don't want ONE top worth 1698 kr in size 0!!
Otherwise I guess my day went well, it just started to rain a bit, and I have missed it so much! And tomorrow's FRIDAY!, I ahve two lessons and then me and F is off to the scout cabin to take some pictures and it's MUCH better than watching films until it becomes to dark to do anything else but keep watching!
On Saturday F is coming with me to my cousin's party, he just turned 11. So that'll hopefully be fun!
Well better get on with my reading have to finish my book before Sunday, seminar on Monday's Swedish-lesson, or maybe watch a couple of bleach-episodes?
either way, I'll write later!
sad, so sad! 2011-02-09
I am a sad lazy person, I can't even make my self breakfast so I ate left overs from monday.. I will not forgive myself for being this idle!
my bleach episodes has not finished yet.. so I'll have to read a book while they're downloading..
my bleach episodes has not finished yet.. so I'll have to read a book while they're downloading..
Hugs and kisses! 2011-02-09
Gosh just woke up an hour ago, really need to have some breakfast but I am too tired to make waffles or pancakes!
so, no school today..
Ahhh bugger, I'm really hungry, have to force myself to make pancakes.. F's are tastier.. but i'm only saying that because he's not here!♥
I'll write again later!
so, no school today..
Ahhh bugger, I'm really hungry, have to force myself to make pancakes.. F's are tastier.. but i'm only saying that because he's not here!♥
I'll write again later!
happy! 2011-02-08
Since I found my tuner I can use my guitar again!
shortest post in history?
I can do better!
shortest post in history?
I can do better!
don't think about leaving! 2011-02-08
Sometimes I wish I could change the weather after my mood, everlasting sunshine when I love, make it rain cats and dogs when I cry, fly with the wind, lift from the ground just because I feel light!
Tomorrow's my day off but I have to perform at a church on a school-thing in the evening, to play guitar and sing all alone is quite frightening. People say that it doesn't show, but it doesn't matter does it?
I tremble like I am falling to pieces and I feel like I am on the edge of crying, because I know if I don't do good people will be disappointed no matter what they say, 'cause they know I can do so much better...
Right now I want a soft warm rain just to calm down and tomorrow I want spring, warm weather!
Sometimes I think you are the only one who really understand me, I don't have to explain myself to you because "you know", but that scares me..Do I have nothing more to tell you, does it end here. Will I never surprise you again? That's the best part, knowing that even if you know me inside out, and you know how I function, you'd still be surprised by the things I do.. I am so afraid I'll stop being interesting to you..
But I can't change and hopefully I still surprise you!
Love ain't nothing like summer if it's the same weather everyday ♥
Tomorrow's my day off but I have to perform at a church on a school-thing in the evening, to play guitar and sing all alone is quite frightening. People say that it doesn't show, but it doesn't matter does it?
I tremble like I am falling to pieces and I feel like I am on the edge of crying, because I know if I don't do good people will be disappointed no matter what they say, 'cause they know I can do so much better...
Right now I want a soft warm rain just to calm down and tomorrow I want spring, warm weather!
Sometimes I think you are the only one who really understand me, I don't have to explain myself to you because "you know", but that scares me..Do I have nothing more to tell you, does it end here. Will I never surprise you again? That's the best part, knowing that even if you know me inside out, and you know how I function, you'd still be surprised by the things I do.. I am so afraid I'll stop being interesting to you..
But I can't change and hopefully I still surprise you!
Love ain't nothing like summer if it's the same weather everyday ♥
mmmmm cosy! 2011-02-08
Well nothing has really gone the way I'd hoped today... my classes went irritatingly ad except for CEA which went brilliantly and now my cam is not working and some of my pictures are gone.. NOT happy about that.
But I am happy since tomorrow I have no lessons and I have nothing to do until around 4-5 o'clock in the afternoon!
I love my hair at the moment it is like a giant burning bush, and it is sooo cosy, I want to have it as beard as well and just having a small peek hole for my eyes to see!
Ate dinner early today so I am not quite sure of what to do now, probably see if anyone'd fancy doing something with me on Friday and fix dad's laundry like I promised!
Still I feel restless!
I think I'll write more later but bye for now!
But I am happy since tomorrow I have no lessons and I have nothing to do until around 4-5 o'clock in the afternoon!
I love my hair at the moment it is like a giant burning bush, and it is sooo cosy, I want to have it as beard as well and just having a small peek hole for my eyes to see!
Ate dinner early today so I am not quite sure of what to do now, probably see if anyone'd fancy doing something with me on Friday and fix dad's laundry like I promised!
Still I feel restless!
I think I'll write more later but bye for now!
Lovely! 2011-02-06
Yesterday I had a great day, 6 months since I got together with Felix! We almost finished our kite and watched films and laughed! Today Hilda came over and we played a card game with flowers! Inspired me to make a dress!!
well to tired and focused on bleach to continue!
well to tired and focused on bleach to continue!
School...cuhi. 2011-02-04
Well in school listening to Cuhi presentations... Feel like I'd rather sleep at home but I have to show respect to the rest of my classmates since they listened to me, surely not their first choice..
Everyone's doing quite well actually but after a while you stop to listen, not by will, it is more your head is turning on AutoPilot...
Some overdo it and keep it too long and some are nervous and forget to break it down a bit and results in a too early finish, I don't know which I was but I guess some found me boring and wanted me to stop whilst some thought maybe I didn't have enough information, well you can't win them all over!
Everyone's doing quite well actually but after a while you stop to listen, not by will, it is more your head is turning on AutoPilot...
Some overdo it and keep it too long and some are nervous and forget to break it down a bit and results in a too early finish, I don't know which I was but I guess some found me boring and wanted me to stop whilst some thought maybe I didn't have enough information, well you can't win them all over!
Spring! 2011-02-03
Woke up with a smile when I noticed the sun was up! Submitted my philosophy assignment a few minutes ago! Need a project to keep me from being utterly bored so I think I'll finish up my present for F and maybe respond to Hilda's letter!
Gaaaaaah! 2011-02-02
once again I am stuck in school with one hour free period before my final lesson of the day..
I am actually getting tired of this, since the other girls haven't got time on my free periods I have to rehears after school and add about 1-2 hours of school each week. Which gives me less time to do homework at home (which I prefer since our library is a jungle)..
Later on I will meet up whit Felix and Hilda on some cosy café until 17.30 when me and F are going to a restaurant with his parents!
I have gotten addicted to a game similar to WoW, and I know people don't find WoW amusing but I actually do, but apparently the sever is down or it can't connect to the schools broadband....
I am actually getting tired of this, since the other girls haven't got time on my free periods I have to rehears after school and add about 1-2 hours of school each week. Which gives me less time to do homework at home (which I prefer since our library is a jungle)..
Later on I will meet up whit Felix and Hilda on some cosy café until 17.30 when me and F are going to a restaurant with his parents!
I have gotten addicted to a game similar to WoW, and I know people don't find WoW amusing but I actually do, but apparently the sever is down or it can't connect to the schools broadband....
Shopping! 2011-01-29
Went shopping with mother!!
Saturday! 2011-01-29
yesterday F slept over, we didn't do much but since we fell asleep I guess it was a bit late to go out and get creative!
I had a great time anyway!
TODAY: we dropped off F at his house and now we are on our way to Välan-shoppingcenter in Helsingborg! "we" including me, mother and my sister & Maja.
I don't really know if it's the ideal place for someone who is broke but they have 101 stores whereof 6 are restaurants and 3 are cafés! ME LIKE!
I had a great time anyway!
TODAY: we dropped off F at his house and now we are on our way to Välan-shoppingcenter in Helsingborg! "we" including me, mother and my sister & Maja.
I don't really know if it's the ideal place for someone who is broke but they have 101 stores whereof 6 are restaurants and 3 are cafés! ME LIKE!
2011-01-28
Well yesterday evening I coloured my hair with henna again, went really well except I had no plastic gloves so I am a tad orange on my hands!
This morning I went to the blood bus and took some test and it seems I am all set to be a blood donor, they said in about 6 weeks I will get a letter about blood group and if I'm OK to donate.
After the test and the application I got a t-shirt and a caramel.
School went well! Got and A on my Cuhi lesson and I did almost half of our religion project on my break and then we finished together on the lesson.
Went home, F got on the bus and we went home, fell asleep and woke up at 19.00. And apparently my weirdo boyfriend doesn't eat candy or drink soda since it is bad for his teeth but he drank coca cola during dinner and now he's eating cookies...?
The picture below I took before I dyed my hair yesterday and the latter is during the process..
This morning I went to the blood bus and took some test and it seems I am all set to be a blood donor, they said in about 6 weeks I will get a letter about blood group and if I'm OK to donate.
After the test and the application I got a t-shirt and a caramel.
School went well! Got and A on my Cuhi lesson and I did almost half of our religion project on my break and then we finished together on the lesson.
Went home, F got on the bus and we went home, fell asleep and woke up at 19.00. And apparently my weirdo boyfriend doesn't eat candy or drink soda since it is bad for his teeth but he drank coca cola during dinner and now he's eating cookies...?
The picture below I took before I dyed my hair yesterday and the latter is during the process..
Still Thursday! 2011-01-27
Hmm, since we are such a small group of 8 people in our philosophy class, we have a lot of spare time since all our questions are easily dealt with, so we finished class ten to three today. I took bus 8 to Södervärn where I changed to bus 1. I took bus 1 to Jägersro where I met dad and he bought me soda and roll! We also bought mushrooms to make mushroom soup.,
When we got home Maja was excited to the limit, even if I would like to think I had something to do with it, I hadn't , not more than me being the person holding the dogchew. Bugger..
I do have some homework for tomorrows religion class so, I have to read that... Since it is a group project I really don't want to let anyone down so, back to work..
When we got home Maja was excited to the limit, even if I would like to think I had something to do with it, I hadn't , not more than me being the person holding the dogchew. Bugger..
I do have some homework for tomorrows religion class so, I have to read that... Since it is a group project I really don't want to let anyone down so, back to work..
Thursday 2011-01-27
Thursday..The headline is more a reminder for me than you. I keep thinking OK it is Friday and in 2,5 hours I will be home! BUT NOOOOO, it is THURSDAY which means I finish school at a quarter past four and I will be home at five, then I will have to study my brains out for tomorrows religion class..
yesterday when I got home out dog kept stalking me, FOR HOURS! She is like a boomerang that kept returning no matter how many times I carry her out of my room. But in the end I let her sleep a while in my bed and gave her some attention.
I really need to re-dye my hair..it is growing way to fast, and it tangles so much, Henna here I come. Just have to find someone to dye it for me since I can't do it on my own and mother refuses...
yesterday when I got home out dog kept stalking me, FOR HOURS! She is like a boomerang that kept returning no matter how many times I carry her out of my room. But in the end I let her sleep a while in my bed and gave her some attention.
I really need to re-dye my hair..it is growing way to fast, and it tangles so much, Henna here I come. Just have to find someone to dye it for me since I can't do it on my own and mother refuses...
School! 2011-01-26
I noticed I've missed out on marking the date on each post but, never mind I think I can afford skipping a few days!
In school at the moment, waiting for Angelica to finish class so we can call a few places for our project. I think it is quite sad that I always end up here each free period, but I honestly have nothing else to do... except homework but if I can I'd rather do it at home, at home there's no chaos.. I would rather call our school library a war zone than a place of peace and quiet, where you can take your time doing what you have to do..
Well better get to work with Angelica and finish the rest of the day..
In school at the moment, waiting for Angelica to finish class so we can call a few places for our project. I think it is quite sad that I always end up here each free period, but I honestly have nothing else to do... except homework but if I can I'd rather do it at home, at home there's no chaos.. I would rather call our school library a war zone than a place of peace and quiet, where you can take your time doing what you have to do..
Well better get to work with Angelica and finish the rest of the day..
You know nothing about love until you have met my love!
I guess the title speaks for itself?
i can't sleep at the moment, have a huge headache, but today's project rehearsal went extremely well!
and good night!
i can't sleep at the moment, have a huge headache, but today's project rehearsal went extremely well!
and good night!
smooching on the bus and letters from a newspaper!
Well I have had the most lovely day in a long time!
This morning I got to hold hands with the 8th wonder in the world, (8th due to being born after the first 7 wonders was built!)
Then I had CuHi and Religion! Then on my way home I got to say Hi to one of my best friends Malte and kiss the boy (the 8th wonder) I love!
When I got home I wrote some letters, but if someone wants a letter I'll have more to do!!
Mother just came home and we went to buy candy and later after dinner watch "På Spåret" with Dad!
I must say I love the postage stamp in the picture! It's not a good picture but it will do!
Now: Make garlic-butter!
This morning I got to hold hands with the 8th wonder in the world, (8th due to being born after the first 7 wonders was built!)
Then I had CuHi and Religion! Then on my way home I got to say Hi to one of my best friends Malte and kiss the boy (the 8th wonder) I love!
When I got home I wrote some letters, but if someone wants a letter I'll have more to do!!
Mother just came home and we went to buy candy and later after dinner watch "På Spåret" with Dad!
I must say I love the postage stamp in the picture! It's not a good picture but it will do!
Now: Make garlic-butter!
Swedish post!
Ja eftersom jag inte riktigt känner mig så glad idag blir dte ingen engelska... Ja känner mig så sjukt splittrad och är sjukt lycklig över allt jag har me ändå så rädd över att jag ska klumsa till det och förlora det!
Jag tappar nycklarna, äckelfyllo på Stadsbiblioteket stötte på mig och vägrade låta mig vara tills jag berättade att jag hade pojkvän, vilket jag uppskattar mer än någonsin sen igår..
Det är inte så att jag tagit för givet snarare tvärtom så allt blev fel, men jag vet inte.. det får bli som det blir, men det finns bara en utväg jag vägrar ta!
Som sagt splittrad...
Hoppas inte jag klyddar till det mer...
Förlåt
Jag tappar nycklarna, äckelfyllo på Stadsbiblioteket stötte på mig och vägrade låta mig vara tills jag berättade att jag hade pojkvän, vilket jag uppskattar mer än någonsin sen igår..
Det är inte så att jag tagit för givet snarare tvärtom så allt blev fel, men jag vet inte.. det får bli som det blir, men det finns bara en utväg jag vägrar ta!
Som sagt splittrad...
Hoppas inte jag klyddar till det mer...
Förlåt
SPRING SPRING SPRING!
Can you feel the smell of spring in the air? I can, I am smiling to the limit, feeling like jumping up and down and I am more in love than ever!
So waiting for history-lesson to start in 20 minutes and then I have philosophy until 16.15, after school I'll study at the library for 2 hours then I am heading to the gym with Malte, and after Yoga!
I have a busy schedule today, but I think I can lie with that!
As I'm sure you've noticed, I have started taking my computer to school, gives me something to do when I have a free period and I don't have to wait for a computer half a lesson if they are all taken!!
So waiting for history-lesson to start in 20 minutes and then I have philosophy until 16.15, after school I'll study at the library for 2 hours then I am heading to the gym with Malte, and after Yoga!
I have a busy schedule today, but I think I can lie with that!
As I'm sure you've noticed, I have started taking my computer to school, gives me something to do when I have a free period and I don't have to wait for a computer half a lesson if they are all taken!!
Well done!
Stayed the night at Felix's, during the night he got ill and so he stayed home and I went to school! Hope he gets better soon.
Went to school had a lot to do, went to the gym, went home and took the dog out for a walk, submitted my English-homework!
Went to school had a lot to do, went to the gym, went home and took the dog out for a walk, submitted my English-homework!
1,2,3 bye!
Just a short announcement! My day was no good (except for one person) , and I am tired and I don't like sports!
Good night!!
Good night!!
Sunday! 2011-01-16
Well it has been an emotional week and I do wish I had 2 days to just relax but tomorrow is school day and, well back to work!
I don't really have that much to do but you know when you are not quite sure ow to deal with what is to come, the feeling of disorientation gets to you!
Good Night and sweet dreams!
I don't really have that much to do but you know when you are not quite sure ow to deal with what is to come, the feeling of disorientation gets to you!
Good Night and sweet dreams!
SATURDAY!!! 2011-01-15
I am SOOOOO happy!!!
In3 or 4 hours me and mother is going to pick up F and two others in Malmö!!!! Finally my prince will be back home!!!!
Today I took my first drivinglesson and it went brilliant! I only got stall twice and I managed to reverse and turn on my first try!
But in case you did not notice my excitement , F IS COMING HOME AND I AM HAPPY!!!!!
In3 or 4 hours me and mother is going to pick up F and two others in Malmö!!!! Finally my prince will be back home!!!!
Today I took my first drivinglesson and it went brilliant! I only got stall twice and I managed to reverse and turn on my first try!
But in case you did not notice my excitement , F IS COMING HOME AND I AM HAPPY!!!!!
cold, sore throat, tears.. 2011-01-13
Well we have been playing outside since 8 am!! I have a soar throat and I sound like a twelve year old boy just entering puberty... Got home an hour ago and talked to Felix on the cell, feel like breaking down just hearing his voice! I've missed hearing him so badly! BUT I did not want to cry in the phone that is not fair, he can not do anything about it! So I managed to keep my voice steady even though my tears kept falling down my chin!!
No day of glory.. 2011-01-12
I would not say I have had a great day! Gospelchoire went well this morning but after my pianolesson I founf out that there is no "working knowledge class" so I hav a 3 hour long free period and 2hours is yet to be filled with.. NOTHING!!
The piano rooms in Building D are all locked, I think they are reparing something or.. hmm I don't know at all. Anyhow I talked to my vocal-teacher and she said I could come by emediatly but apperently the text she sent me came 20 min after she sent it and at that time she had to go get lunch, so I am back to spending my 3 hours breathing..
And Vanessa has got a high fever and backpains so she could not play today, and Hilda ahs got a headache so no working out with her either..Thinking I might go train by myself but it does not seem as though I have the strength, since nothing has gone right today.
I thought I might do my homework during the free period but I have already done it yesterday so I don't have anything to catch up with at the moment!!
On Friday, provided that V&H are not ill, we are going to bake! And on saturday I was supposed to go to Veronicas Bday-party but I forgott I ahd other plans until 10 pm and it doesn't feel like it is worth coming at 11 pm and stay there for half an hour.. No fun really, but THEN in the middle of the night my love is coming home and I am going to stay up since I am going to sleep at his place! I can not wait!!!
I think I am going to go to bed as soon as I get home, got NO sleep tonight and woke upp 20 minutes before we were supposed to leave home! I think I am mostly writing at the moment to make time go faster, just to have something to do... but honestly I am running out of subjects...
10 minutes later...
And of course on school computers FB-games do not work and there is not any games on the computer either!! GAAAAHHH I am going crazy and for some reason my hand is getting really cold and I am so tired my eyes are getting heavy! NO GOOD DAY AT ALL!!!! I ahve no money to go buy lunch since I missed the one in school...
Why can't I have anything go right...
Many minutes later; yay ONE game worked
The piano rooms in Building D are all locked, I think they are reparing something or.. hmm I don't know at all. Anyhow I talked to my vocal-teacher and she said I could come by emediatly but apperently the text she sent me came 20 min after she sent it and at that time she had to go get lunch, so I am back to spending my 3 hours breathing..
And Vanessa has got a high fever and backpains so she could not play today, and Hilda ahs got a headache so no working out with her either..Thinking I might go train by myself but it does not seem as though I have the strength, since nothing has gone right today.
I thought I might do my homework during the free period but I have already done it yesterday so I don't have anything to catch up with at the moment!!
On Friday, provided that V&H are not ill, we are going to bake! And on saturday I was supposed to go to Veronicas Bday-party but I forgott I ahd other plans until 10 pm and it doesn't feel like it is worth coming at 11 pm and stay there for half an hour.. No fun really, but THEN in the middle of the night my love is coming home and I am going to stay up since I am going to sleep at his place! I can not wait!!!
I think I am going to go to bed as soon as I get home, got NO sleep tonight and woke upp 20 minutes before we were supposed to leave home! I think I am mostly writing at the moment to make time go faster, just to have something to do... but honestly I am running out of subjects...
10 minutes later...
And of course on school computers FB-games do not work and there is not any games on the computer either!! GAAAAHHH I am going crazy and for some reason my hand is getting really cold and I am so tired my eyes are getting heavy! NO GOOD DAY AT ALL!!!! I ahve no money to go buy lunch since I missed the one in school...
Why can't I have anything go right...
Many minutes later; yay ONE game worked
Ggaaaaaaaaaaaahhaaa.. 2011-01-11
First day of school..was OK i guess, I'd rather be home but what choice do I have?
I know I am quite boring to listen to since I am always going on and on about my love for F, but here's an explanation: 1. He's one out of three that actually reads this, he even checks it when I'm with him.. 2. I love him and I will tell him in every way for the rest of my life!! 3. I miss him and though it has been no more than 3-4 days since he left it feels like he has been gone for weeks!! 4. I don't really have anything else to talk about, well maybe on Wednesday and Friday since I am going to bake with Vanessa and Hilda!
anyhow, I skipped Yoga today since my muscles are so sore I am falling apart just by writing this, and I thought I'd take the day off and just do nothing, homework, and clean my room for once!
I don't know why but I feel unmotivated to clean my room, but I am actually disturbed by the mess, ah well, have to pull myself together and begin!
I know I am quite boring to listen to since I am always going on and on about my love for F, but here's an explanation: 1. He's one out of three that actually reads this, he even checks it when I'm with him.. 2. I love him and I will tell him in every way for the rest of my life!! 3. I miss him and though it has been no more than 3-4 days since he left it feels like he has been gone for weeks!! 4. I don't really have anything else to talk about, well maybe on Wednesday and Friday since I am going to bake with Vanessa and Hilda!
anyhow, I skipped Yoga today since my muscles are so sore I am falling apart just by writing this, and I thought I'd take the day off and just do nothing, homework, and clean my room for once!
I don't know why but I feel unmotivated to clean my room, but I am actually disturbed by the mess, ah well, have to pull myself together and begin!
For once in my life! 2011-01-10/11 (somewhere after midnight)
have a hard time sleeping, just had a talk with F and for once in my life I am 100 percent certain about something; and that is our love! I have never felt anything that strong before, I can feel it in my bones!!
He's my dream, the one I have been waiting for, he truly is..the love of my life!
He's my dream, the one I have been waiting for, he truly is..the love of my life!
... 2011-01-10
Everything feels utterly useless.. I want to cry until my eyes are sore..
i try to keep myself busy but as soon as each thing is completed I remember that you are not here, and how much I miss you..
I feel like I am going to break into a 100 pieces because I do not know what to do with myself!
One thing I know is that if I don't start to cry just by seeing you, I will surprise myself!
I adore you, wont you come home!
i try to keep myself busy but as soon as each thing is completed I remember that you are not here, and how much I miss you..
I feel like I am going to break into a 100 pieces because I do not know what to do with myself!
One thing I know is that if I don't start to cry just by seeing you, I will surprise myself!
I adore you, wont you come home!
Last day before Christmas Holidays through.. 2011-01-10
Well went to Yoga with Hilda this morning! But I had some trouble since I had sore muscles from yesterdays workout!
On my way home I stopped by a bookshop and bought some colourful pencils for school!
Following Hilda's advise on using a binder for all of my subjects and it will not be in the way and if I run out of papers I just have to put in some new ones! So, at the moment I am dressing it in an old orange-y tablecloth! looks really good actually!
After yesterdays workout I went to Järgersro and bought some underwear and the ring on the picture below, it may be difficult to see but I is supposed to look like a bug or some sort of insect! And today I found out that they are on sale for 20 kr but I bought it for 70 kr...
On my way home I stopped by a bookshop and bought some colourful pencils for school!
Following Hilda's advise on using a binder for all of my subjects and it will not be in the way and if I run out of papers I just have to put in some new ones! So, at the moment I am dressing it in an old orange-y tablecloth! looks really good actually!
After yesterdays workout I went to Järgersro and bought some underwear and the ring on the picture below, it may be difficult to see but I is supposed to look like a bug or some sort of insect! And today I found out that they are on sale for 20 kr but I bought it for 70 kr...
COME HOOOME!! 2011-01-09
OK my beloved, you are a bastard for leaving me like this (j.k. ofc)
I miss you so much and tomorrow is the last day before school, I want to be hugged and kissed and loved like you always do!
I don't want you to be so far away! I want to come home and find you by the computer, or be at home and hear you come through the door!
I miss you so much and tomorrow is the last day before school, I want to be hugged and kissed and loved like you always do!
I don't want you to be so far away! I want to come home and find you by the computer, or be at home and hear you come through the door!
At the end of the week...ouch! 2011-01-09
Well I went to the gym today and had a nice workout, after that I went to Jägersro and bought underwear. I was supposed to find a negligee but didn't like any of those in the stores! Have to keep looking..
My schedule for the rest of the week is
Moday- Yoga, Gym, Gym
Tuesday- Yoga
Thursday- Gym, Yoga
Sunday - (yoga if there's any) Gym
if I am able to keep it up maybe I'll dare to use bikini again, finally!
My schedule for the rest of the week is
Moday- Yoga, Gym, Gym
Tuesday- Yoga
Thursday- Gym, Yoga
Sunday - (yoga if there's any) Gym
if I am able to keep it up maybe I'll dare to use bikini again, finally!
Ah love! 2011-01-09 04.00 am.
Well the dress I wanted is out of stock :'(
But I guess it means they will come back again!!
But I guess it means they will come back again!!
Mad! 2011-01-08
I have gone completely mad for dresses! I have a bookmark entirely for dresses I want, I have found three new ones that I want more than anything! I would give up all shopping in England for these dresses, If I just had the money..They aren't THAT expensive but still I do not have the money for them!
Well dream on silly me, until you get rich dreaming is as far as you get!
Well dream on silly me, until you get rich dreaming is as far as you get!
2,5 hours 2011-01-08
well not long before my love is out of reach!
I can not believe I am going to be alone for one whole week! No golden-brown pancakes (merely black), no sweet words to wake me up, no compliments that I adore, no more feelings of unease by them either, no more soft kisses or warm hugs..for ONE WEEK! I don't want to go through that..
He hasn't left yet and I already miss him to the bones!
Felix I hope you do have a wonderful time, but hurry up and get home, come home..to me! ♥
I can not believe I am going to be alone for one whole week! No golden-brown pancakes (merely black), no sweet words to wake me up, no compliments that I adore, no more feelings of unease by them either, no more soft kisses or warm hugs..for ONE WEEK! I don't want to go through that..
He hasn't left yet and I already miss him to the bones!
Felix I hope you do have a wonderful time, but hurry up and get home, come home..to me! ♥
Specsavers! 2011-01-08
Well I've needed glasses for a while and I like glasses but I want big ones otherwise, no way! Now I have found them, 1995 kr but hell got to have them!
Save save and saaaave!
Just got homework in my drivers license book and I got three weeks until dad is going to test me!
Study study studyyyyyyy!
Save save and saaaave!
Just got homework in my drivers license book and I got three weeks until dad is going to test me!
Study study studyyyyyyy!
Sensitive me! 2011-01-07
Well yesterday I did not do much more then slept and at 11 pm I went to F and spent the night, and all day today there. I've been so sentimental all day, since, 3.20 am Saturday (tomorrow) F is going away for one whole week and I am already missing him! Kissing him goodbye was painful, and at the moment I'm watching a Swedish film called "Den enfaldige mördaren" by Hans Alfredsson & Tage Danielsson. I guarantee you that any film made by those two will be fantastic in any way!
Just had a long walk with Maja, it's not cold outside, it is rather soft..maybe a strange way to put it but it's not warm nor cold, it's like a soft cover that surrounds you! Well enough of my sentimental waffle!
Good night!
Just had a long walk with Maja, it's not cold outside, it is rather soft..maybe a strange way to put it but it's not warm nor cold, it's like a soft cover that surrounds you! Well enough of my sentimental waffle!
Good night!
a day without wonders, Wednesday ! 2011-01-05
Well last night Felix came over and spent the night here, I always have fun with him, but he had to go home at about half past five, but he will be back later tonight!
10.43 pm Felix is back, he's in the shower and I am watching Bleach!
10.43 pm Felix is back, he's in the shower and I am watching Bleach!
rough night! 2011-01-04
Well did get a lot of sleep tonight but, genius me, left my cellphone in my pyjama pants and in the middle of the night it fell down behind B's bed and I couldn't just wake her up so I tried to stick my hand behind the bed but my bracelets where in the way and when I least expected I got an arm swung into my head so I figured B's unconsciousness would like me to sleep as well!
Woke up by B's terrible alarm-clock and we drew out her bed and I got my cell! Then I went to bed while she made us tea and breakfast! In a while Liwi's coming over!
Later tonight I'm going home to my love!
Woke up by B's terrible alarm-clock and we drew out her bed and I got my cell! Then I went to bed while she made us tea and breakfast! In a while Liwi's coming over!
Later tonight I'm going home to my love!
Pose, Pose, FRKKN POOOOSE!!! 2011-01-03
Well we went out to take some pictures, and let's say that out of the two of us, pumpkin B's the photogenic one! But I had fun until my weak sissy feet became cold and I wasn't able to feel anything but pain!
But I am all-right now!
But I am all-right now!
Metropolis Staffanstorp! 2011-01-03
And once again I am in the arms of my dear friend B!
Figured it was about time to stop by again, so while she's taking a shower and diving in her wardrobe I thought I'd watch some Bleach or listening to Armand Mirpour (a new singer/songwriter, reminds me of Salem al Fakir but with a twist), check him out on Spotify!
As I said I'm @ B's and I'll stay here over night and tomorrow I'll meet up with Liwi and then later in the evening I'll take the bus home to meet Felix!
As soon as B is ready we're going out to take fun and snow-y pictures!
Figured it was about time to stop by again, so while she's taking a shower and diving in her wardrobe I thought I'd watch some Bleach or listening to Armand Mirpour (a new singer/songwriter, reminds me of Salem al Fakir but with a twist), check him out on Spotify!
As I said I'm @ B's and I'll stay here over night and tomorrow I'll meet up with Liwi and then later in the evening I'll take the bus home to meet Felix!
As soon as B is ready we're going out to take fun and snow-y pictures!
Restless 2011-01-02
I have nothing to do, I sit in my room day in end and wishing I might come up with something fun to do!
I take my dog out for endless walks which she wishes not to be a part of in the end, I love to photograph and I can be quite good at it actually but I have a mobile camera which doesn't really meet my desires.
I get to use my younger sisters camera sometimes but, still, it would be nice if I could just go out whenever I feel like it and never have to worry about if I can get a hold of my sister or not, or if the dog wants to go out, if all my friends are available.. The truth is I get bored around myself, I am no fun on my own because I love to share my life with others and I can not do that on my own!
Off to the showers and the clothes, later mum and I are going to IKEA, hope I find some flowers..
I take my dog out for endless walks which she wishes not to be a part of in the end, I love to photograph and I can be quite good at it actually but I have a mobile camera which doesn't really meet my desires.
I get to use my younger sisters camera sometimes but, still, it would be nice if I could just go out whenever I feel like it and never have to worry about if I can get a hold of my sister or not, or if the dog wants to go out, if all my friends are available.. The truth is I get bored around myself, I am no fun on my own because I love to share my life with others and I can not do that on my own!
Off to the showers and the clothes, later mum and I are going to IKEA, hope I find some flowers..
Hmm scary or what? 2011-01-02 3.34 am
My sister and I decided to watch a horror film! And apparently since Felix, I have gotten a bit soft and easily frightened! Usually I love horror film and find them amusing but this one was cruel and got me quite shaken!
If you are looking for something truly disturbing and painful, "The Collector" is a great way to start!
Gosh don't know if I'm able to sleep after this... Bleach here I come, hope it'll cheer me up a bit!
If you are looking for something truly disturbing and painful, "The Collector" is a great way to start!
Gosh don't know if I'm able to sleep after this... Bleach here I come, hope it'll cheer me up a bit!
Summer! 2011-01-02
You know, never in my life I have ever loved a person as much as I love F, and each smile's a little like summer and I want to give him a little bit of summer as well even though it is winter! go to ---> Pictures
I love you Felix Oskar Åkerlund!
I love you Felix Oskar Åkerlund!
I AM FINALLY GOOOING!! 2010-12-29
I am soooo HAPPY!!
Just got an e-mail from my dad saying he's booked a trip to LONDON!!! I've wanted to go there ever since I can remember! He bought it for me and my family as a graduation-gift for me!!!
So 10th-15th of June ENGLAND HERE I COME!!!!
Just got an e-mail from my dad saying he's booked a trip to LONDON!!! I've wanted to go there ever since I can remember! He bought it for me and my family as a graduation-gift for me!!!
So 10th-15th of June ENGLAND HERE I COME!!!!
2010-12-29
Woke up this morning and went out with Maja! Actually not as cold outside as I thought it would be or maybe it is my new jacket that is AMAZING!!!
And while I am at it, I thought, hey why not eat breakfast so I DID!!!
This is a day of miracles ^^
Well not really only when it comes to breakfast but at least I ate it!
Don't know what to do the rest of my day, I hope something fun comes up!
Sorry! 2010-12-28
I know I have been on vacation for a while, sorry for not telling you!
Christmas came and went and I had a wonderful time with my family which, according to my younger cousins, Felix now is a part of! ♥ Well he's MY family, anyhow..
Fridays New Years Eve and I am for the first time spending it with friends, leaving my parents with some time alone without to crazy freaky children running around!
Ate dinner with F and his family, yesterday, it was really nice and later we almost fell asleep watching "Mysteriet på Greveholm" , Me , F and Joyce (F's sister). On my way home today Joyce, F and Dino (Joyce's dog) tagged along and Dino got to meet Maja! I've had a lovely Christmas hope you did as well! ♥
And the last thing I would like to say is, Thank you to Felix for bringing me so much joy, I love you, and every laughter you lour out is the purest I have ever experienced! ♥♥♥♥
Christmas came and went and I had a wonderful time with my family which, according to my younger cousins, Felix now is a part of! ♥ Well he's MY family, anyhow..
Fridays New Years Eve and I am for the first time spending it with friends, leaving my parents with some time alone without to crazy freaky children running around!
Ate dinner with F and his family, yesterday, it was really nice and later we almost fell asleep watching "Mysteriet på Greveholm" , Me , F and Joyce (F's sister). On my way home today Joyce, F and Dino (Joyce's dog) tagged along and Dino got to meet Maja! I've had a lovely Christmas hope you did as well! ♥
And the last thing I would like to say is, Thank you to Felix for bringing me so much joy, I love you, and every laughter you lour out is the purest I have ever experienced! ♥♥♥♥
FridaytenthofDecember!
Feeling better today! Just ate breakfast, that's the first time at this hour ^^
At 6 pm me and some friends are meeting up at my friend Hilda's house to have snowball fights and build a snowman, well simply all the snow-fun you could imagine!
At 6 pm me and some friends are meeting up at my friend Hilda's house to have snowball fights and build a snowman, well simply all the snow-fun you could imagine!
Home remedies! 2010-12-09
Well I know I have been neglecting the blog a bit but I think I'm allowed to since I have been very ill, still am actually! I have a terrible cough and a runny nose!
So I though maybe I'll give you a few tips about some home remedies:
So I though maybe I'll give you a few tips about some home remedies:
Eat a bowl of ice cream it reduces the swelling in your throat! If you have a terrible cough a good idea is to pretend that you're sucking on a hard candy and your saliva will increase.
sometimes when you spend some hours in this lovely weather you get a cold, well the solution for a runny nose is to breath in some lukewarm water and then blow up and then you'll be able to breath normally for an hour or two!
Horrible, horrible traffic! 2010-12-06
On my way home from school today me and Caroline were close to being hit by a car, driving a redlight in 90 km/h. NOT A GOOD DAY!!
mmmmmmm BED!
I felt so sick this morning, got constant vomit-reflexes! At least I got a nice sleep one hour more that of to work with my Swedish-presentation and I ahve to get started on my cultural history presentation!
could we.. 2010-12-02
could we just stop fighting, maybe if you listened, could we stop fighting, cause i really do try, could we just stop fighting, for no reason, could we stop fighting, we turn summer into a cold season..
firstofdecembertwothousandandten 2010-12-01
Ohhhh it's really cold outside! Feels like Christmas evening sitting inside with a warm cup of tea and snow up to my knees outside! Just got out of the shower and I feel like new again. F is home but I think if there wont be a snowstorm he said he would come back and sleep here tonight.
As you may know it the 1St of December and 23 day left before Christmas, I myself isn't that excited this year as I could have been but that is truly another story.
on Sunday (5Th of December) I have been with F for 4 months!! And many more to come!
I think I'll put the kettle on and have some tea while watching a film!
The jack russel on the picture is my younger sisters, Maja.
As you may know it the 1St of December and 23 day left before Christmas, I myself isn't that excited this year as I could have been but that is truly another story.
on Sunday (5Th of December) I have been with F for 4 months!! And many more to come!
I think I'll put the kettle on and have some tea while watching a film!
The jack russel on the picture is my younger sisters, Maja.
Amor 2010-11-30
when I first met you, I did not think I'd make up reasons to talk to you about nothing, I did not think I'd make a fool out of myself to make you smile, I did not think I'd fall this deep into your eyes, I did not think I'd feel so alone in my 1.60 bed, I did not think I'd feel so safe, so warm, so embraced. But I do know this, I will love you until my heart breaks ♥
sic tam mirabilis, numquam ero desistere amare ♥
sic tam mirabilis, numquam ero desistere amare ♥
I'm back! 2010-11-30
Hello, sorry I've been a bit quiet the last couple of days. I have had much to do and I have been spending some time with my family and Felix!
Went to the hospital today for the hundredth time! Got a ECG device that I have to wear 24 hours to measure my heartbeats. I can tell you it's neither comfortable nor is it flexible. In other words, I DESPISE IT!!
I have two presentations to be done this week, so I'd better be started, though I'd sooner be asleep or reading a book or ANYTHING!..
Went to the hospital today for the hundredth time! Got a ECG device that I have to wear 24 hours to measure my heartbeats. I can tell you it's neither comfortable nor is it flexible. In other words, I DESPISE IT!!
I have two presentations to be done this week, so I'd better be started, though I'd sooner be asleep or reading a book or ANYTHING!..
SNOW AND SNOW AS FAR AS I CAN SEE!! 2010-11-27
I LOVE SNOW!!!
everything seems so pure in the white light of winters cover! Yesterday me,F, and some friends went to Maltes house and had a great time, the boys and Hanna had a snowball fight and me and Vanessa made snow angels (me in a dress)..
At 00.12 am it was about time me and F went home and after fighting our way through snow up to my calves we got home 01.27 am or something like that!
It was really nice walking home, no wind so it was quite cosy actually!
In one hour or so I'll take the bus into Malmo with F, Vanessa and Erik to see "Red" on the cinema and eat Pizza hut fooooood!
the rest of the pictures from yesterday and this morning you'll find on the pictures-page!
everything seems so pure in the white light of winters cover! Yesterday me,F, and some friends went to Maltes house and had a great time, the boys and Hanna had a snowball fight and me and Vanessa made snow angels (me in a dress)..
At 00.12 am it was about time me and F went home and after fighting our way through snow up to my calves we got home 01.27 am or something like that!
It was really nice walking home, no wind so it was quite cosy actually!
In one hour or so I'll take the bus into Malmo with F, Vanessa and Erik to see "Red" on the cinema and eat Pizza hut fooooood!
the rest of the pictures from yesterday and this morning you'll find on the pictures-page!
No doubt about it! 2010-11-25
Winter is officially here, I can't recall the last time we had this much snow one month before Christmas!
hopefully Felix will be here soon, I'm cold I need a hug and he's SO DARN cute to watch!!
Out side there's cold snow, but the walk home from the bus as actually quite nice! The snow creaking under my shoes, the familiar feeling of rosy cheeks, the crystal cloud that fills the air when I exhale, an ice cold nose..
That's what winters all about.
My younger sister took the train to Stockholm early this morning and around twelve or so still she was not there! But I guess that is the way it is when the snow keeps falling like baby-birds out of their nest! Wow stupid metaphor, but I guess you know what I mean.
I'd sooner my mother got home since she's forced to drive over the bridge from Denmark to get home from work, and since people are having accidents in the small streets of Malmo I do not trust the road surface of the bridge.. At least my dad just called and told me he was on his way from Lund, why he has been in Lund, I do not know, but nice to know he's OK! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
hopefully Felix will be here soon, I'm cold I need a hug and he's SO DARN cute to watch!!
Out side there's cold snow, but the walk home from the bus as actually quite nice! The snow creaking under my shoes, the familiar feeling of rosy cheeks, the crystal cloud that fills the air when I exhale, an ice cold nose..
That's what winters all about.
My younger sister took the train to Stockholm early this morning and around twelve or so still she was not there! But I guess that is the way it is when the snow keeps falling like baby-birds out of their nest! Wow stupid metaphor, but I guess you know what I mean.
I'd sooner my mother got home since she's forced to drive over the bridge from Denmark to get home from work, and since people are having accidents in the small streets of Malmo I do not trust the road surface of the bridge.. At least my dad just called and told me he was on his way from Lund, why he has been in Lund, I do not know, but nice to know he's OK! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
The bitter sweet ending of your bank-account! 2010-11-24
As you may already have figured out, I went shopping today, with Vanessa!!
And I bought this really cute top se the picture and two pares of extremely colourful socks!!
The top is striped with two sections of white lace! I LOVE! The one next to the white one is the one I would like to buy when I can afford it!
199:- at Gina Tricot
And I bought this really cute top se the picture and two pares of extremely colourful socks!!
The top is striped with two sections of white lace! I LOVE! The one next to the white one is the one I would like to buy when I can afford it!
199:- at Gina Tricot
Cell phone!!!!! 2010-11-23
Goodbye old crappy no-good brick! Hello lovely Samsung Touchwiz! I LOVE IT, in fact I love having a cell that works, not having to wait 5 years for the menu to come up, I don't have to have the whole world hearing my phone-calls, I don't have to charge it every 5 minutes!
I LOVE!!!!!!
I LOVE!!!!!!
Finally!! 2010-11-21
Felix will be home in a couple of hours, and everything will feel OK again! I have missed him so much, I feel empty without him and nothing is better than having him here, holding me, whispering sweet things in my ear!!
COME HOME!
COME HOME!
Saffron buns and gingerbread with my cousins! 2010-11-20
had to use the rest of the dough so my cousins helped me!
The boy on one of the pictures is my youngest cousin, Lucas!
The boy on one of the pictures is my youngest cousin, Lucas!
saffron buns and gingerbread 2010-11-20
had a wonderful time today, everyone just went home!
i want F to come back home because I miss him terribly much and I am crying and comfort eating saffron buns and smarties..
i want F to come back home because I miss him terribly much and I am crying and comfort eating saffron buns and smarties..
This is my saffron owl!! I love him SO MUCH!
a saffron heart i made for Felix and a saffron sun like the ones in my favourite TV- advent calendar!!
THURSDAY! 2010-11-18
I have no more test, no more homework this week and tomorrow it is time for our big Christmas-baking! Found this cute house on http://www.arkitekturmuseet.se/utstallningar/pepparkakshus%202008/NYPEPPARKAKA.pdf
And there even is an owl, and that is my favourite animal of all!
I am sure tomorrows going to be the best day in a long time, except for the fact that Felix wont be there!
He was here a couple of hours today, but we fell asleep really fast, and woke up an hour before he was supposed to go home!
Christmas-hearts ♥♥♥♥♥♥
And there even is an owl, and that is my favourite animal of all!
I am sure tomorrows going to be the best day in a long time, except for the fact that Felix wont be there!
He was here a couple of hours today, but we fell asleep really fast, and woke up an hour before he was supposed to go home!
Christmas-hearts ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Psychology CHECK!!!!!!!!!!! 2010-11-17
NOW I AM FINISHED! at least with the psychology and I am not doing any more studying tonight! I have more than one hour before history tomorrow so NO MORE!
GOOD NIGHT!
GOOD NIGHT!
Room Clean? CHECK!!!!! 2010-11-17
Finally it only took me about 3-4 maybe 5 hours! Now I'm going to study with whats left of my awake hours! I'd rather go to bed or watch a film, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
WednesdayseventeenthofNovember! 2010-11-17
My test went quite well today actually, nothing too difficult, now all that is left are 2 test tomorrow, which I am studying for now.
"Släpp fångarna loss det är vår" is on TV, it is one of the greatest films ever!
I have to clean up the mess in my room or I wont get to meet Felix tomorrow! I really miss him and if I don't see him tomorrow I wont see him for 2 weeks straight, and I don't like that thought!
"Släpp fångarna loss det är vår" is on TV, it is one of the greatest films ever!
I have to clean up the mess in my room or I wont get to meet Felix tomorrow! I really miss him and if I don't see him tomorrow I wont see him for 2 weeks straight, and I don't like that thought!
30 minutes cooking, or 2 hour woking? 2010-11-16
I got an idea: why don't I wok for dinner today. Here is the answer to that question: IT TAKES 2 HOURS!!!
you pick your ingredients.. BAHHAHAHH I'm tired
and prepare the vegetables, chicken and noddles..
bhackbhackbhack (chicken noises)
bhackbhackbhack (chicken noises)
Finished, it doesn't look so great, to be honest it doesn't taste so great either............OR DID IT NOW???!!!
of course it did! I never cook anything gross.
though not worty of 2 HOURS of my life!
of course it did! I never cook anything gross.
though not worty of 2 HOURS of my life!
Felix! ♥ 2010-11-16
there are no words for how much you mean to me, I will never be able to look back and understand how I managed to live before you came. You make me want to fight, you make me want to become a stronger and more loving human being. You make me smile through the greatest pain, to wipe my tears instead of asking me to stop crying.
You are more than I could have ever wished for and I need nothing when I know I'm yours, for nothing comes close to the value! every smile, every laughter, tear or pain is for you, for you give me a life worth fighting for. You give me faith that things can always get better, that I do not need to be alone, that I actually have something worth being loved for.
And you have no idea how much it means to me and how much you do for me without thinking about it, hold me at night, pull your fingers through my hair, or smile at me as soon as I open my eyes in the morning.
Just that you even make me feel beautiful, beloved or worth anything, it has not been managed before, not even by those who tried and you come into my life and not even trying, still by one touch I become weak way down in my knees, with a look I drown in your brown eyes, with three words you make me feel safer and more loved than I ever have.
I love you so much that it barely is enough room in my body.
I am so happy with you that I do not know where to go and I still do not get what I could have done to deserve your love or the way you look at me, you're literally making the world a better place to live in and no-one will ever take your place. And the day I lose you, that day I do not know if I could ever make it through. ♥
You are more than I could have ever wished for and I need nothing when I know I'm yours, for nothing comes close to the value! every smile, every laughter, tear or pain is for you, for you give me a life worth fighting for. You give me faith that things can always get better, that I do not need to be alone, that I actually have something worth being loved for.
And you have no idea how much it means to me and how much you do for me without thinking about it, hold me at night, pull your fingers through my hair, or smile at me as soon as I open my eyes in the morning.
Just that you even make me feel beautiful, beloved or worth anything, it has not been managed before, not even by those who tried and you come into my life and not even trying, still by one touch I become weak way down in my knees, with a look I drown in your brown eyes, with three words you make me feel safer and more loved than I ever have.
I love you so much that it barely is enough room in my body.
I am so happy with you that I do not know where to go and I still do not get what I could have done to deserve your love or the way you look at me, you're literally making the world a better place to live in and no-one will ever take your place. And the day I lose you, that day I do not know if I could ever make it through. ♥
Homework? What's that... 2010-11-16
Hmm I got home half an hour ago, and I have to multi-task my way through all my homework: Wednesday I have National Test in Swedish B, Thursday I have two test one in History and then the next one is psychology. THEN I have a Cultural history-presentation and a Swedish B oral-presentation for week 49 and we have to get started with our project and our schedules are not the same..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! 2010-11-16
This is the way I am feeling inside at the moment.. Since I have to get home to study and get rid of my stomach ache but Caroline and Angelica can not meet up until 11.50 and I have to go 12.10 if I'm going to make it in time for my bus...
Hit snooze! 2010-11-16
I fell asleep as soon as I turned away from the computer and hit my head against the pillow yesterday! woke up and snoozed 3 times before i dragged my butt out of bed, and a smart certain someone (yours truly) forgott to close the window before she went to bed!! And getting out from my room was like stepping into a new world where everything was warm and cosy, while in my room the evil queen of winter ruled with an iron fist!!I was supposed to take the bus to school but I didn't want to go out ( I am not ready to fight HER) to the cold winter winds so I got a ride from dad, which resulted in me getting here an hour before my first class!! OH NOES (not referring to the smelling thing in the middle of your face)!
But I guess that it counterbalances the fact that school ends 11.30 am today! Then I'll have a short meeting with Caroline and Angelica about our project.
Tomorrow's National Test day in Swedish B. I SO CAN WAIT a few more days! 5 hours...5 HOURS!!!!
Bugger..
But I guess that it counterbalances the fact that school ends 11.30 am today! Then I'll have a short meeting with Caroline and Angelica about our project.
Tomorrow's National Test day in Swedish B. I SO CAN WAIT a few more days! 5 hours...5 HOURS!!!!
Bugger..
Hahaha! 2010-11-15
I have one thing to say and one thing only: I....WILL NEVER GO BALD!!
GOSH! 2010-11-15
My head is hurting and my stomach is hurting.. everything is hurting at the moment, but I guess I'll be all right after the gym later. Otherwise I'll have to go to bed early instead.
I have so much to do this week, study history and psychology for Thursday, write my Swedish oral presentation d-day week 49, and my Cultural History presentation d-day sometime in December..
Buuuut... I AM GOING TO MAKE IT.. caaaaause....I AM AWESOME!
Hmm enough about school.. On Friday it's time for some x-mas baking! That is going to be so much fun! I'll put up some pictures, and on Saturday it's time for me and my darling pumpkins!
I have so much to do this week, study history and psychology for Thursday, write my Swedish oral presentation d-day week 49, and my Cultural History presentation d-day sometime in December..
Buuuut... I AM GOING TO MAKE IT.. caaaaause....I AM AWESOME!
Hmm enough about school.. On Friday it's time for some x-mas baking! That is going to be so much fun! I'll put up some pictures, and on Saturday it's time for me and my darling pumpkins!
Good night! 23.23 2010-11-14
Well I had a nice talk with an old friend today, it was really good to see him/her. Hopefully I'll sleep better tonight than I have done these past night without F!
School starts at 12.10 pm tomorrow and I think I can live with that actually!
School starts at 12.10 pm tomorrow and I think I can live with that actually!
Nine to five! 2010-11-14
I have worked almost all day with my CV. And applied to several companies/stores around malmo, I really hope something'll come up, I NEED MONEY!!!! ^^
shopping equals depression.. 2010-11-14
So went shopping with my sister and mother today, though I had no money. Found a coat that I would sell my soul to get, but it's 1.500 sek!!...
I really do need a new one but I have such a hard time finding one I like, I have a pare of shoes I could sell but they wont give me more than 600-700 in the best of cases and they cost me 1000 sek..
http://shop.mango.com/ficha.faces?id=31000795&state=she_030_IN
I really do need a new one but I have such a hard time finding one I like, I have a pare of shoes I could sell but they wont give me more than 600-700 in the best of cases and they cost me 1000 sek..
http://shop.mango.com/ficha.faces?id=31000795&state=she_030_IN
I do love him so! 2010-11-13
I am too tired to think...
...And he's making us pancakes!
^^ 2010-11-13
F is on his way back, with my chrisps I DO HOPE!! ^^
I've edited my weebly-site and some of my resent pictures! Even made a translation on google where: "jag luktade på en fjäril och då började det sticka i näsan" became "I smelled like a butterfly and then it started to stick in your nose"
Well I thought it was funny, anyhow, I don't recall saying this but as you can see I have started to write out the date of the day in each title so if you comment please write the title and the date of what you are commenting!
I've edited my weebly-site and some of my resent pictures! Even made a translation on google where: "jag luktade på en fjäril och då började det sticka i näsan" became "I smelled like a butterfly and then it started to stick in your nose"
Well I thought it was funny, anyhow, I don't recall saying this but as you can see I have started to write out the date of the day in each title so if you comment please write the title and the date of what you are commenting!
I ♥ This Song 2010-11-13
GOOOD MOOOORNING! 2010-11-13
Felix just left and I have not slept this good in a week! But since we forgot to open the window we woke up in the middle of the night, warm like hell's fires! I think my fever is sort of dropping actually, GOOD!
So when F comes back he's going to study and I am going to make funny pictures with the cam, since I have nothing better to do...? Ehum...yeah..
So when F comes back he's going to study and I am going to make funny pictures with the cam, since I have nothing better to do...? Ehum...yeah..
I am easily amused! 2010-11-11
How to start you morning! 2010-11-11
Having a hard time sleeping. 2010-11-11
Hmm don't really know why but i can not go to sleep. having a terrible headache and it is freezing cold in my room so I made midnight tea!
I miss Felix so much I can not think, concentrate, neither sleep or feel as much, he is my life and to part with him is my worst nightmare..
I miss Felix so much I can not think, concentrate, neither sleep or feel as much, he is my life and to part with him is my worst nightmare..
This made my day!! 2010-11-10
Dinner! 2010-11-10
I don't know anything about how you cook?
But I cook with uncle Ben!
A-Z?? no A-Ö 2010-11-10
I was thinking about see if I could find the swedish program "Från A-Ö"
Can you see the similarity??
Can you see the similarity??
ARRRRGH! 2010-11-10
Doing my homework for Fridays religionclass.. As you can see I am not exactly enjoying it!
Fever and cold.. 2010-11-10
I am so ill, I have a fever and everything hurts. In this case the best medicine is TEA, cuddling with your pet, and look really gorgeous when you wake up. And I am going to be soooo kind and show you some examples of how you look drop dead gorgeous when you wake up.
(WARNING) Sensitive viewers please look away.
(WARNING) Sensitive viewers please look away.
I know it is so easy when you don't have to try!!.... But wait I forgot one "must" My new cosy shoes!
Bought them at H&M (149 kr)
And, yes I am 18 and I DO have a stuffed animal, His name is Leo (short for the Lion king) and I can NOT sleep without him!
Winter perhaps 2010-11-09
Woke up in a snow white scenery this morning and felt maybe it's time for a new page ^^
Let's kick things of with a story?
Let's kick things of with a story?
First you start by checking the recipe, then you check it once more to make sure you've taken all the information in.
The you take out every ingredient you will need to use..
Then you realize you don't have any oatmeal!!
Then you realize you don't have any oatmeal!!
then you cry a bit, like a big baby, because you can not do any cookies... Too bad!
